peace

darn
i just realized i missed my 4th xanga anniversary by about a month
a while back i planned on celebrating

how crazy
to think i can look back 4 years ago at what was going on in my life from week to week
from a sophomore in high school to a sophomore in college

anyways

i shouldn't be on here now
it's 2:20
and i'm tired
and i have German homework due at 11

i've been really really busy
not necessarily all bad busy
but busy nonetheless

i need a moment to just let out a "BLAH"
:)

it's good that God has been close to my heart this week
and my mind too!

that's the hardest part for me
having God on my mind

i wish i could sing the first part of this one Misty Edwards song with 100% honesty...

"Always On His Mind"
Lord, I will seek You
On my bed, think upon You
In the day, I'll dream of You
You're always on my mind
With my whole heart I'll love You
With my mind and my strength too
Waste my life searching for You
You're always on my mind
Though I'm poor and needy, the Lord thinks upon me
Though His name is Holy, I'm always on His mind - I'm always on His mind
Though I'm weak and lowly, the Lord thinks about me
Though He's high and lofty, I'm always on His mind - I'm always on His mind
I'm in love with god
God's in love with me
Hey - Yeah
How far will You let me go? How abandoned will You let me be?

this worked out even better than i thought :)
i think he wants me to write this

because i was just going to say next that i'm thankful he holds me close despite my crazy mind.
exactly what the 2nd half says.

haha
and Nate talked about peace the other night
i completely forgot about that

i have been rather peaceful this week
despite many stresses
that's good :)

i just reread what i wrote on november 11, 2007
it goes with this well






God loves me :)






The work God has given me today is finished.