dry

honestly...
things have been pretty dry lately.

i dunno why

i wonder if it appears that way?

other people can bring me to life.
encourage me.
comfort me.
spur me on.

but alone...
alone i can look so dead sometimes,
from the way i see it.

i can feel so...
lazy.
things can seem so pointless.

and God feels like more of...
a thought,
a memory even.

i'm starving
but i have no appetite.

i hate it.